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Name: Liv
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Springfield
Birthday: 11/28/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: I love hanging out with my friends, parties, boys *cough*, music...lots 'n lots of music Dave Matthews Band gotta love those guys!
Expertise: Ya know...I just don't know... I would probably have to say being a dork...but I do know how to have a good time!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business


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Member Since: 1/4/2005

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Let's just say I don't know where to begin.  Hmmm...here's a word, OFFENDED

I absolutely love it that people have called me their friend for the past two fucking years and now that I am taking a semester off treat me like the shit under their feet.  I can't even begin to describe how offended I am. 

Yes, I am taking a semester, to pay off a 5000 dollar credit card bill, not because of my grades, but does that give anyone the right to ignore someone they call a "friend" or a "sister"?  I call people over and over again and feel like I'm making an annoying ass of myself.  Should I just take a hint and realize that no one really cared about me in the first place, that they were just my friend because they felt sorry for me or some stupid shit like that?!???  I really don't understand it.  Maybe I should just stop talking to everyone cause that is obviously what they want.  Two of my best friends at SMS, at least I thought they were my friends don't even talk to me.  One doesn't even answer his phone and then accuses me of not calling him when I feel like a stalker because I call him so fucking much.  The other, everytime I call him has some stupid excuse and says, can I call you back and never does until the next night.  And by the way, I would love to know why guys call me from Springfield in the middle of the night.  Why not call me during your lunch break or between classes to see what's up instead of when you're drunk or just bored.  It is so offensive when you call me and tell me you're bored, it's like I'm you're way out of boredom.

So please tell me if I should come back, I'm so sick of wondering if it's worth it.  My degree is, but I can get that anywhere, friends that I have made that I think I have established lasting friendships with at MSU are going to be kind of hard to find anywhere else.  So thanks..... especially to all those that have cared


Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Currently Listening
The Notebook
By Various Artists
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So I have a confession to make....

I am in love with someone who...
1.  I dated last year, and should be over by now
2. Basically dumped me for a high schooler and in the process broke my heart worse than William did (which is pretty darn bad)
3. Definitely does NOT feel the same way about me...(I'm guessing aka knowing that's the truth)
4. Kissed me at the beginning of the semester and broke my heart all over again...

I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!!!

I'm trying my damndest to be his friend...but my heart wants so much more than that and I know if I tell him he will freak the hell out (Thank GOD he doesn't have xanga)....GAH!!! HELP ME!!!!  What's really sad is that I know I should be over him, and I tell myself that all the time but it doesn't want to go away for some very very strange reason.  I'm even trying to like someone else...and I can't have this baggage...so I guess I should just find out how he feels about me, even though I pretty much already know...

*end of confession*


Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Currently Watching
Everybody Loves Raymond - The Complete First Season
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Have you ever:

1. Slept naked? yes

3. Made Out with a member of the same sex? not sober
4. Drove a car? yes
5. Stole anything? yes
6. Ever been in love? oh I'm in love right now
7. Been dumped? yes
8. Stole money from a friend/family member? no
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes
10. Been in a fist fight? nope...defended someone who was in one though
11. Snuck out of your/someones house? yes
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes...definitely yes
13. Been arrested? haha...no
14. Hugged a stranger? no
15. Met up with a stranger of the opposite sex somewhere? no
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? no
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? high school no, have in college
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? yes
20. Lost a friend? yes
21. Been on a plane? yes
22. Been to an island? yes
23. Slept in until 3? yes
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes
26. Made a snow angel? yes
27. Played dress up? yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? yes
29. Been lonely? yes
30. Kissed more than 4 people in one night? yes
31. Been to a club? yes
32. Felt an earthquake? yes
33. Touched a snake? yes
34. Ran a red light? quite frequently
35. Been suspended from school? no
36. Had detention? nope
37. Been in a car accident? don't wanna talk about it
38. Hated the way you look? yes
39. Made yourself throw up? don't wanna talk about this one
40. Crawled through a window? yes
41. Been lost? yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? kind of hard when you live in the middle
43. Felt like dying? yes
44. Cried yourself to sleep? did last night
46. Sang karaoke? yep
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yep
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes, many times 
50. Kissed in the rain? no...i wish
51. Sang in the shower? yes
52. Made love in a park? uhh no
53. Had a dream that you married someone? yes
54. Glued your hand to something? yes
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? ummm...no
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? if you count band as school
57. Been a cheerleader? don't wanna talk about it
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? ewwww
60. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? not really...i'm quite the fan of scary movies
61. Played chicken? yes
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? haha...yes
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
64. Broken a bone? nope
65. Been easily amused? yes
66. Laugh so hard you cry? yes
67. Mooned/flashed someone? no!
68. Cheated on a test? yes
69. Forgotten someone's name? a few
74. Played a prank on someone? yes
75. Gone to a late night movie? nope
76. Made love to anything not human? that's disgusting
77. Failed a class? no
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? no
79. Smoked pot? yes...didn't like it so much
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? no
81. Celebrate the 4th of July? yes 
82. Thrown strange objects? yes
83. Felt like killing someone? yes
84. Thought about running away? yes
85. Ran away? no
86. Got a piercing? only the normal ones...in the ears
87. Cut your own hair? trimmed
89. Made a parent cry? if i did they didn't show it
90. Cried over someone? yes...like i said, I cried myself to sleep last night
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? no
92. Dated someone more than once? yes
93. Had/Have a dog? yes
94. Have an iPod? yes
95. Smoked a cigarette? yes
96. Been in a band? kinda sorta
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? no!
98. Broken a CD? yeah
99. Shot a gun? nope
100. Wanted someone but could never have them? ummm...how's right now for example?


Saturday, April 29, 2006

Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you

I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

You leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
Oh no
My everything to you

You leave me speechless
the way you smile, the way you touch my face
You leave me breathless
it's something that you do I can't explain
I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
Baby

You leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
My everything to you


Monday, April 24, 2006

Currently Listening
Anytime
By Brian McKnight
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So....I'm pretty stoked about this week...Derby Days baby!!!! whoop!

I am so excited...I feel so special that the girls nominated me as our representative for Queen...I'm nervous too though!  Even though I know most of the guys and get along with them I'm nervous that a ho is going to beat me because she is the way she is...a ho.  oh well...what will be will be!

I'm also really excited about Formal.  I have an amazing date, Bob...it's gonna be a good time!!

I'm just all together happy now...maybe me starting to be me again helps...hmmm...I should try it more often!

bye loves~ Me



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